SOUVENIER TO THE PLACE I LOVE TO HIDE (to my collage)

deep deep inside
before and behind
creepy clouds
clusty thoughts
beside and aside
me , the sun
falls apart
peering lust to hold on to
for ever
and ever
every mirth
every bliss
every sweat
each tear
just earth
sands
just...
to be left over
no
lets itself leave
indifference
queer indifference...........