room

 

 

 

here in this little room
i find me myself and the shadow
here and there i find nature
there altogether nothing but nature
and below i find the shadow
above me
and i overpower triumphant
but altogether again nature swallows me
me myself and the shadow

DARE NOT FRIENDS! DARE NOT!

dare not speek your mind out

dare not feel ur neighbour's pain

dare not !

dare not love

dare not hate

dare not have a innoscent trait

dare not act

dare not react

dare not !

dare not think

dare not create

dare not express genuine fact

dare not!

hear, never conceive

see, never feel

say, never think

its a 'wonderful' world

so fake

so dare not!

SOUVENIER TO THE PLACE I LOVE TO HIDE (to my collage)

deep deep inside
before and behind
creepy clouds
clusty thoughts
beside and aside
me , the sun
falls apart
peering lust to hold on to
for ever
and ever
every mirth
every bliss
every sweat
each tear
just earth
sands
just...
to be left over
no
lets itself leave
indifference
queer indifference...........

'3 days'

three days whispering
his slender fingers
tickling, i laugh, laugh and laugh

tickling, hands
whispering

he chatters , howls ,
shouts at me
vehement breaths

breaths ... warm , panting
heavy

my kisses
wet
at his cheeks
wet

i fret , i fall
he moves
forward
i fall

me caught , crying
shouting
crying
wait...wait..
plz i beg

he goes
deaf, mute
goes....
3 days
3 years
3 centuries